I don’t need to lay up stores…

The twelve Step program is all about God dependency. Relying on a Power greater then myself to supply me with everything I need. Every moment of fear is a lack of trust in my higher power. It is a fear of lack that something will not happen the way I want it to happen. There is this deep fear in me that I am not taken care of. It is part of my limited thought system; it keeps me trapped in the cycle of addiction. I don’t have to hold on to my old though system anymore and in fact I can’t. It is taken from me through the grace of God. It makes me so happy to be able to say that found what I was looking for. Nothing was ever enough in this world. I have learnt that I don’t need to lay up stores, because I am given everything I need in any given moment. And that can be as true for you as it is true for me.