One Problem - One Solution

Yeah that’s just it. I am sitting here staring at the screen, having an experience of the simplicity of the program, but find myself unable to express it. So I just start with where I find myself - Having the problem that I want to keep my blog updated and don’t know what to write. So I am just starting to write what comes to mind – and guess what? - There right there it is! – The solution to my problem. Isn’t that funny? I just wrote all of those lines coming from an impossible situation. – Heaven is just one though away! I have to see or admit to the problem so it can be solved.

The first step is always: What is the problem?

 Basically what it comes down too, my problem is that I think that I am separate from God, yes, it shows up in being broke and my car being at the garage, or any other impossible situation but it always comes down to GOD where the fuck are you?

The second step is the solution. Which is simply a spiritual awakening. Seeing that I am the problem not GOD.

And the third step is the action. Working the 12 steps, doing the mind training of the workbook of A Course in Miracles etc…

So that’s it for today – buh! I wiggled myself out of that one pretty good. And it actually all began to make sense. - At least to me. If I think there is a problem there has to be a solution and it is always closer than I think.

Illusion and the truth

I keep believing in my illusions, until I am sick of it and I don’t believe in them anymore. Salvation is so simple. I am doing this but to myself. And I am not the victim of my world. I have all the power in the universe, and usually I use that power to organize and analyze my littleness. That is too funny and then I blame God or you for my neediness and loneliness. I  depended once more on myself. There is this prayer in the Course which states:

”I must have decided wrongly, because I am not at peace. I made the decision myself, but I can also decide otherwise. I want to decide otherwise, because I want to be at peace. I do not feel guilty, because the Holy Spirit will undo all the consequences of my wrong decision if I will let Him. I choose to let Him, by allowing Him do decide for God for me.”