Beyond codependency…

and into the dependency in God…
I want to thank you for being beside me today.  Just your presence made me feel save, made me extend myself and not stay closed within myself.
I was called upon to stand in my certainty in that moment, and give although I just wanted to get and demand, but it was impossible. Every time I thought that you would go away leaving me alone I felt dependent on you and I knew that could not be it. That triggered the action of giving in me. Every time I give I feel so full and whole. I can really allow myself to love completely beyond any of my ideas. The extension of my mind is just that, to allow myself to express what I am and that is just love itself. Oh, my God for way to long have I hidden that emotion of the eternal love of God and have labeled it something else, suffering away in an endless search for meaning where there was none. When I am in the light with you all of that falls away and my function is clearly revealed to me. My function of giving  and extending beyond what I think is possible. I know that I am completely affecting everything around me with my decision to be whole. That is to include you in finally within my mind and reveal myself to you. I am not afraid anymore that you could leave because I have already given you everything, I have already been made whole through our joining.
In Chapter 8 in the holy encounter of the Course in Miracles, Jesus describes this like this:
“When you meet anyone, remember it is a holy encounter. As you see him, you will see yourself. As you treat him, you will treat yourself. As you think of him, you will think of yourself. Never forget this, for in him you will find yourself or lose sight of yourself. Whenever two Sons of God meet they are given another chance at Salvation. Do not leave anyone without giving salvation TO him and receiving it yourself. For I am always there WITH you, in remembrance of YOU.”

This is an invitation to a holy encounter. I want to see you as I see myself and be healed in that one instant of our meeting here. It only takes one instant.
Thank you so much for being there.