Change one thing

In the simplicity of just the minimalistic idea of changing just 1 thing lies for me over and over again the miracle that I have been praying for. A miracle is an act. It’s not a phenomenon that is going to happen to you, but an active decision for a change in your mind. There are no difficulties in miracles. The miracle principles from the first Chapter of a Course in Miracles hits me already like a pan on the head, telling me to wake up and not differentiate between the fragmented parts of my world. Your awakening is as certain as the fact that you can’t do anything for it or the believe that all of your efforts will be rewarded greatly. All of your efforts are not necessary for the recognition that you are already the holy son of God. Awakening is not a doing it is an undoing of all the concepts that you are stubbornly holding unto. We all have it backwards, working on ourselves trying to improve the thing that we think we are, trying to be spiritual correct in order to get to the imagined goal to be one with the universe and joyous and happy.
And when we are there, when we jump for joy and gratitude we realize that our effort was not necessary, that we are as God created us and we are wholly loved and wholly lovable.
So is all the effort necessary? Yes but only for the recognition that it is not necessary. I need to do stuff, be passionate about something, but I do not need to work on myself and figure myself out. That will be a byproduct of being passionate about something.
The one thing I need to change is my idea about myself, for me that always starts with little acts of kindness toward myself and expands from there on outward an ever expanding miracle who’s blessing I am unable to count. That’s why I call this blog explosion of gratitude at least for now.