Standing in the forgiven world

Forgiveness is the key to happiness. (A Course In Miracles Lesson 121) Forgiveness offers me everything I want. (A Course In Miracles Lesson 122) Forgiveness is a practice that lets me see that nothing ever happened. That the grievance that I once hold onto just verified my identity. The other person played the perfect role, so I could justify myself as a victim. And also justified my need to practice forgiveness. Being a victim I am poor and in need of a lot of help. There is this aura of neediness and fear around me and I can never truly let anyone join with me completely or let myself be loved completely. There is never a shortage of situations that I need to forgive.  And in that I can get caught up in forgiveness. But there is a also time when I need to go beyond forgiveness and just accept the reality about myself which is the holy son of God himself. With that acceptance I stand in the certainty that it has been accomplished. I stand in the forgiven world. From that point I am free to and open to receive instructions from the universe. I am free to be new and not hold unto the past. It is the moment when I recognize, that I have not done anything wrong. That I am without guilt and that I am the expression of the certainty of God’s love. That everything that ever happened was perfectly orchestrated to lead me to this point of my awakening. Were I have finally gotten over myself and joined in with several other teachers of God in a whole communication.