Expectations
All grievances come from lack of communication and expectations that have not been met. I am going through my day planning every detail, wanting to control every situation, cover up my fear of the unknown, - alone - far away from God.
In Chapter 30 of the Course in Miracles, Jesus instructs me:
“Today I will not make a decision for myself.”
The biggest freedom lies hidden behind all my plans, ideas and control. I am letting go and letting God take over. I am sick of waiting for everything to be perfect as I have constructed it in my mind. It does not work like that. It never has and never will.
Right now is the only moment that there is. So only right now can I be completely happy. That’s when expectations turn to gratitude and fall away in a moment of remembering who I really am. I am not the sum of all my expectations. I am as God created me. I am light. That is what I share and extend.
