Heaven is a decision you must make.
Everything is your decision and everything happens because you have decided for it. Yes wheather you like it or not that is the secret to your salvation. And everything becomes so simple out of that true statement.
What—- I can’t complain any more? Because I set this asshole up to be an asshole. What a bummer… What that requires now is an active conversion of all of my thoughts. This is what the mindtraining offers me. To be in a constant communication with my creator. And let all of my thoughts go. Let them completely go. That feels so good. Freedom…Because God is the mind with which I think. I am entering the mind of God in an admission of my powerlesness over my humanness, over what I think that I am. I might be wrong about what I think I am. The Course in Miracles offers me a wide open door that was always open and available for me to step through and enter into a new realm of being. That is nothing esoterical or abstract, but simple the acceptance, extension and experience of what I really am.