GOD is the strength in which I trust
GOD is the strength in which I trust.
I have given the power to so many sources outside of myself.
I gave the power to the people that surround me to tell me - whether I look good, -whether it is ok to do what I am doing, -whether it is ok to be who I am.
I am constantly trying to get approved, to adjust and fit in. It is an ongoing battle between my sense of who I am and the response I get from the world. It will never make me happy.
GOD is the strength in which I trust. That strength is in me it is not outside of myself and can’t be found outside of myself. My vigilance is it to stay in the presents of myself and not identify myself with anything outside of myself. I am bringing everything home in my mind and realize that nothing here will make me happy. That there is something beyond my perception out of the reach of my everyday thinking pattern. Impossible to reach without the desire for something else. Without questioning the now perceived reality. But always there waiting for me to let go and give up my self constructed idea of myself so that what I really am can emerge and have fully the ability to be me. I will step back and let HIM lead the way. GOD is the strength in which I trust.