Illusion and the truth
I keep believing in my illusions, until I am sick of it and I don’t believe in them anymore. Salvation is so simple. I am doing this but to myself. And I am not the victim of my world. I have all the power in the universe, and usually I use that power to organize and analyze my littleness. That is too funny and then I blame God or you for my neediness and loneliness. I depended once more on myself. There is this prayer in the Course which states:
”I must have decided wrongly, because I am not at peace. I made the decision myself, but I can also decide otherwise. I want to decide otherwise, because I want to be at peace. I do not feel guilty, because the Holy Spirit will undo all the consequences of my wrong decision if I will let Him. I choose to let Him, by allowing Him do decide for God for me.”