Virtual reality

I went to the museum of the future the other day, and had a really physical experience in a virtual reality. We went into the cave, a special cube, where with special glasses one could see projections three dimensional. Those are use for architecture so the architect can demonstrate his house from all sides three dimensions.

I just stood there, and all those trees where coming towards me, almost hitting me, that was still ok, but when we started to go through winding tunnels and up some stairs my stomach started to feel really sick, like I was in an elevator. And after the program was over, I wasn’t sure whether the guy next to me was real or part of the projection. Can I touch him?

Is that all my eyes do? Convert electronic impulses into the perception of three- dimensionality. And that is what I call my world, my reality? There are beings that can’t see three dimensionally, and also when blind people start to see again, they have difficulty and are confused about depth. So is the world three dimensional or does my brain make that up? I started to question everything and had a complete new view of everything. I did hear all of that before and thought about it, But never before did I have a physical experience of something that did not even happen. Although when I go with it all the way than that is the only thing that ever happens to me.

That’s funny, because as humans we react to everything and justify our reaction through our perception. According to that we get angry, afraid or feel unfairly treated, but still it’s just electronic impulses in our brain. The scientific world is full of proof that this world is not real. Almost everyone knows that, or has heard about it. I don’t  think it is a matter of proof rather than action and including yourself into it. This is about you and your world. It is like, yes, the proof is there – but now what? What am I going to do about it, or with it? What are you going to do?

Who would defend himself unless he thought he were attacked, that the attack was real, and that his own defense could save him? And herein lies the folly of the defense; it gives illusions full reality, and then attempts to handle them as real. It adds illusions to illusions, thus making correction doubly difficult. And it is this you do when you attempt to plan the future, activate the past, or organize the present as you wish. (A Course in Miracles, Lesson 135)

In the moment when I let all my defenses go, the whole world is here to bless me. It is funny, that we always expect the worst of the other person. And never really question that. But when we really communicate and not take our first thought so serious, we always discover that everybody just gives and offers us everything, the love of the whole universe.

…It is not death which maked this possilbe, but it is a change of mind about the purpose of the world. (from A Course In Miracles. lesson 226)
At the gas station yesterday I had this realization that heaven is right here. It can’t be anywhere else. The idea of heaven being somewhere out there, or putting this idea toghether with the sky does not make sense at all. Heaven is a decision that I must make. That is so complelty contraty what I was always told. It is always the opposite. I am always wrong. Heaven is right here with me, or there is no heaven at all. There is no heaven without me. I am so grateful that I am not left out. I was just always leaving myself out. It is time to include yourself in with GOD.

Finding God is a continuous action of mind. It never stops. I never stop in my mind to ask for more and ask for the truth in every moment. Every moment holds the possibility for an Holy instant. Right here. Right here is where the journey home starts. In a sense it is a process, a journey already fulfilled, already made. I have such a urge to just extend this incredible message of a course in miracles. Because all of the suffering is not necessary. It’s just not necessary. You are not guilty. You are not guily. I love it in the movie "God will hunting", where the therapist tells the guy a lot of times you are not guily. And the guy goes "Yeah, I know." But when it really hit him he started crying and that was that. He was healed. So I am telling you right now. You are not guilty. At least I am really happy to hear that and I am so, so grateful.

GOD is the strength in which I trust.

I have given the power to so many sources outside of myself.
I gave the power to the people that surround me to tell me - whether I look good, -whether it is ok to do what I am doing, -whether it is ok to be who I am.
I am constantly trying to get approved, to adjust and fit in. It is an ongoing battle between my sense of who I am and the response I get from the world. It will never make me happy.

GOD is the strength in which I trust. That strength is in me it is not outside of myself and can’t be found outside of myself. My vigilance is it to stay in the presents of myself and not identify myself with anything outside of myself. I am bringing everything home in my mind and realize that nothing here will make me happy. That there is something beyond my perception out of the reach of my everyday thinking pattern. Impossible to reach without the desire for something else. Without questioning the now perceived reality. But always there waiting for me to let go and give up my self constructed idea of myself so that what I really am can emerge and have fully the ability to be me. I will step back and let HIM lead the way. GOD is the strength in which I trust.

We live in a world where nothing is ever enough. I want more and always more, more of everything. And in my mind all of that more is so completly justified. Lists of things that I really need. And then in the ruch of more I hear one sentence that takes away the whole load. God is enough. I destroy all my lists and thoughts of what I want in my mind. God is enough. I don’t need anything else. God is enough I don’t want anything else.

God is enough.

Everything is your decision and everything happens because you have decided for it. Yes wheather you like it or not that is the secret to your salvation. And everything becomes so simple out of that true statement.
What—- I can’t complain any more? Because I set this asshole up to be an asshole. What a bummer… What that requires now is an active conversion of all of my thoughts. This is what the mindtraining offers me. To be in a constant communication with my creator. And let all of my thoughts go. Let them completely go. That feels so good. Freedom…Because God is the mind with which I think. I am entering the mind of God in an admission of my powerlesness over my humanness, over what I think that I am. I might be wrong about what I think I am. The Course in Miracles offers me a wide open door that was always open and available for me to step through and enter into a new realm of being. That is nothing esoterical or abstract, but simple the acceptance, extension and experience of what I really am.

The lessons right now - Lession 127 through to 139 are the magnificent 12. They are all you need to know about your transfrmation and awakening.
They take you step by step further and further and always show you more than you suspected and even dear to want. Like today you have this real experience that there is no world and the next day he takes you to the step where he shows you another world . Jesus always takes everything from you but gives you more back than you had hoped for. How incredible.

When everything clicks in, than my frequency is the same with the frequency of who I really am and on that level I start to create.

Creation is a matter of alignment. In other words: Being on the mark, rather than knowledge and experience.

Relationship is about creating.

Creation comes from an emotion behind the object, a passion….
What is your passion?

The light is so tangible in my mind. Increasing and becoming apparent. I have to tell you about the light. Because for me it is the most natural thing to go to light and dissapear into the universe in an instant becoming one with everything. It is like an explosion of light in my mind and at the same time extending itself out and in. And converting all the darkness in my mind into the purness of the truth of myself. And that is my natural state. The easiest thing in the "world". There is no world - by the way….
This light is availably to you!