All about GOD and how to find him!

I am so grateful.
So grateful for you showing up in my dream. Grateful fo my awakening. Grateful just because. Grateful for the light that increases the frequency with such intensity. Grateful for God. Grateful for the solution that is already in my mind. Grateful for no reason whatsoever. Grateful for every reason.
You know what? I am just f… grateful. And that’s it.

I am finding myself in a transformation - a stepping up in my mind to the one that I truly am. A few questions arose in that process and I found incredible stuff in the Teachers Manual of the Course in Miracles.

…Any situation must be to you a chance to teach others what you are, and what they are to you….

…A teacher of God is anyone who chooses to be one. His qualifications consist solely in this; somehow, somewhere he has made a deliberate choice in which he did not see his interests as apart from someone else’s….

…But the content of the course never changes. Its central theme is always, "God’s Son is guiltless, and in his innocence is his salvation."…

…When pupil and teacher come together, a teaching-learning situation begins. For the teacher is not really the one who does the teaching. God’s Teacher speaks to any two who join together for learning purposes. The relationship is holy because of that purpose, and God has promised to send His Spirit into any holy relationship. In the teaching-learning situation, each one learns that giving and receiving are the same. The demarcations they have drawn between their roles, their minds, their bodies, their needs, their interests, and all the differences they thought separated them from one another, fade and grow dim and disappear. Those who would learn the same course share one interest and one goal. And thus he who was the learner becomes a teacher of God himself, for he has made the one decision that gave his teacher to him. He has seen in another person the same interests as his own….

…Each teaching-learning situation involves a different relationship at the beginning, although the ultimate goal is always the same; to make of the relationship a holy relationship, in which both can look upon the Son of God as sinless. There is no one from whom a teacher of God cannot learn, so there is no one whom he cannot teach. However, from a practical point of view he cannot meet everyone, nor can everyone find him. Therefore, the plan includes very specific contacts to be made for each teacher of God. There are no accidents in salvation. Those who are to meet will meet, because together they have the potential for a holy relationship….

…Perhaps the best way to demonstrate that these levels cannot exist is simply to say that any level of the teaching-learning situation is part of God’s plan for Atonement, and His plan can have no levels, being a reflection of His Will. Salvation is always ready and always there. God’s teachers work at different levels, but the result is always the same….

…Yet all who meet will someday meet again, for it is the destiny of all relationships to become holy. God is not mistaken in His Son….

…No teacher of God can fail to find the Help he needs….

This actually never happend. This world is over and gone and I with it.

Did you ever have the experience that suddenly everything falls into place and all the pieces are at the right spot, exaclty where they are supposed to be. There is a divine plane behind each one of us guiding us, always available for us to follow it. This was a day like this for me, after struggling with a task for several weeks all the pieces finaly came together in such a miraculous way that even my friends where happily surprised. God is right here just waiting for me to open up to him and let him lead me home. It is a shift in energy frequency and has nothing to do with me in the sense that it works through the grace of god. I love it. The grace of god is flowing through me and the results are stunning, but in that moment I don’t even care about that. All the pieces are together and I am healed and whole. Free to forgive and free to save the world

…it will be forever…
The process of falling in love is usually pretty simple. It just happens and out the blue there is this happiness that never before was felt. And then in the same sudden direction of life the fear caves in and what was just a moment ago simple bliss turns into a living hell of doubt and worries. At this moment Jesus thought me to not stop giving. To give and love despite of everything and then all of a sudden the bliss of falling in love comes back, but in a very different way. Out of now where connected to nothing without expectation, sharing with everyone and everything… this never ends, it is now and then it is forever…

Where an ancient hatred has become a present love!

This is the most incredible conversion taking place in me. And it is all about me. I always heared the thought (where an ancient hatred has become a present love) and then one day it hit me that it was all about me. That it was about me hating myself and I saw all that hatred flow away and there it was - a self love so enormous … I am so gratful. There is nothing to be guilty about! nothing that I have to be afraid of.
The answer to everything is love and extend and give and give some more.

This is such a great part of the course, and since a few days always when I pick up the course in open it randlomy I always end up at the same section from the end of chapter 19.

I can’t undergo my own transformation without you, without my brother by my side. You are my saviour. That is the point when I am complety vulnurable and don’t defend myself from you. Where we join in the love that we share with the universe and we go beyond our little dreams and extend forever and complete freedom and happiness.

From the moment I woke up everything went wrong. But I had no idea how screwed up it was going to get. I called the Hotel and they did not have my reservation any more, it was booked out and was the only Hotel in the area that I was going to go. Consequently, after all the commotion, I was late for work…..When I got home I finaly got to do the lesson for the day and I started to laugh - I do not perceive my own best interest! How incredible is that? How much fun applying it on a day like this. I really have no idea what is good for my. My invinitly tiny small point of view, does not allow any flaws in my plan for my salvation. Immediatly I get upset about God - you are not taking care of me!!!!!! Wow am I wrong!!! I am so complety wrong! I do not know my own best interests! I have no idea how the details of my story will play out. But I know that I am in God’s hands and only the best can come to me in every instant.

This thought does not mean anything. And this thgouth does not mean anything.
I am doing everything to reach God. Nothing seems to be enough, nothing seems to be working. And at all times it is just my mind that judges my progress and my solutions, that I though I finally found. Like for New Year you have all those New Year Resolutions that you already know that you can’t do them more than a few dyas and then you start hating yourself again, just like the last year and the one before that as well. You are trying so hard to be yourself. That is the only requirement - to be yourself. But boy is that hard. I am always doing way too much, trying way to hard… it’s so much easier – Nothing I think means anything! No! NO! – Nothing! Not even that thought. Not even that one. Nothing I think means anything.
My experience today was that everything came to me. I gave up completely, had no ideas about the people or anything around me. Freedom – like God – is right here. Just stop for a moment and don’t do anything.
Nothing I think means anything.

G. O. D. =

Gratitude
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