Standing in the forgiven world
Forgiveness is the key to happiness. (A Course In Miracles Lesson 121) Forgiveness offers me everything I want. (A Course In Miracles Lesson 122) Forgiveness is a practice that lets me see that nothing ever happened. That the grievance that I once hold onto just verified my identity. The other person played the perfect role, so I could justify myself as a victim. And also justified my need to practice forgiveness. Being a victim I am poor and in need of a lot of help. There is this aura of neediness and fear around me and I can never truly let anyone join with me completely or let myself be loved completely. There is never a shortage of situations that I need to forgive. And in that I can get caught up in forgiveness. But there is a also time when I need to go beyond forgiveness and just accept the reality about myself which is the holy son of God himself. With that acceptance I stand in the certainty that it has been accomplished. I stand in the forgiven world. From that point I am free to and open to receive instructions from the universe. I am free to be new and not hold unto the past. It is the moment when I recognize, that I have not done anything wrong. That I am without guilt and that I am the expression of the certainty of God’s love. That everything that ever happened was perfectly orchestrated to lead me to this point of my awakening. Were I have finally gotten over myself and joined in with several other teachers of God in a whole communication.
The revolution of self-forgiveness
It starts with me. It’s all about being in peace with myself again. It is a revolution to do what we have sworn never to do – to forgive ourselves. That’s why it seems so hard. But in the moment where it happens it is the most natural thing. It first happens in my mind, because I can’t stand the pain of holding on to anything that is not perfect love anymore. So with the necessity to be in peace and have freedom of mind, I look at the grievance that I am holding and start to pray. Most of the time the last thing is forgive. Most of the time condemnation is closer than release and forgiveness. This is where the lessons of A Course in Miracles come in, and also the true desire to be with God. Once this miracle has occurred in my mind, it’s being reflected in my whole world. And then I realize that no one has ever hold a grievance against me. That they forgave me the moment I have upset them. That I was the one refusing to let go and be at peace.
Nothing actually ever happened. Nothing is going on here. Wake up. This is absolutely not your reality. There is just so much more waiting for you. And it starts with you! With this moment where you forgive yourself completely. Welcome to your new mind. Welcome to the revolution of YOU!
Forgiveness and giving up poverty
Wow, what a day, when I take responsibility for my life instead of waiting for God to fulfill me everything is happening. I have the tendency to blame everything on God and hope that he will take care of decisions I have to make or uncomfortable situations that I want to avoid. When I realized that I am actually avoiding responsibility in thinking that God will take care ofit, it was a huge revelation. A, I was blind and now I see, type of revelation. One of those really huge one. Where I feel that I literally shook of millenniums of wrong believes about God. The thing about being wrong is that I am convinced that I am right until it gets painful. Pain is a really great motivator. Who really wants to be wrong and forgive? It’s really uncomfortable to be wrong. But it is actually the only growth I can experience. Otherwise I am stuck in the same old “me” thinking… forever and ever. It’s time to be wrong and let everyone know that I have been wrong. What the heck, I got nothing to loose.
Hey, I have been wrong about you. “Jesus, please reveal him to me how he really is.”
Thank you!
