Activation of my mind.

Whenever I think of writing a blogpost I have incredible ideas, and by the time I get to the computer and sit in front of the screen all the ideas are gone. I don’t like that fact, because I end up not writing blogpost for a long time, although I think about it a lot. But that is not the same of course. That is the same with the Course, I can think of it all I want, and the ideas are beautiful and everything, but until I take the action to practice the course and be a miracle worker myself, absolutely nothing will happen. There is nothing more active than not doing anything. If I want something to happen in my life I have to give it energy. What give energy to expands. Yes, I give my life and will over to God and I will get all of God’s help, but it is up to me to activate that in my mind and to actively foster that. My awakening does not happen without me, although it happens despite of me.
Whatever you want to happen to you or in your life – DO IT! Wow what a concept, what a simplicity, but still it seams so hard sometimes. It’s easier to blame God for the thing that don’t happen and for the unhappiness that I experience. God is not responsible for my experience here, I am. This is the only way out of here for me.

Awakening

I just wrote the most incredible blog post and I hit save and the connection timed out so that the post was gone. It must have been too good. That is what happens to messages that are too good, they disappear, they go where they come from and take me with them. Those messages can’t stay in space and time, they can’t be held bondage on a web page. But if you let them they will take you to a different place in your mind, a place that was not accessible to you before. But now in this new continuum of time everything changed, and all your old thoughts don’t mean anything anymore. You are completely now and that all just because of a blog post that didn’t want to share and justify your story here. Isn’t that amazing. Just from that blog post that you never got to read you have an experience of your awakening.