http://goddependancy.com A Course In Miracles and the 12 Steps Sun, 21 Feb 2010 20:26:25 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9 en hourly 1 http://goddependancy.com/a-course-in-miracles/i-will-step-back-and-let-him-lead-the-way.html http://goddependancy.com/a-course-in-miracles/i-will-step-back-and-let-him-lead-the-way.html#comments Tue, 08 Apr 2008 17:06:47 +0000 martinag http://goddependancy.com/archives/89 On my own I am capable of nothing. Everything I did and tried to do in this world failed. There was always this longing for God in me. It did not make sense to me that I was in pain, thinking the most horrible things about myself and at the same time there was a God who loved me completely. Something was wrong with this picture. And somewhere I realized that it was me. The common denominator to all my problems. Since my best thinking had brought me to this devastation I knew my best thinking can´t get me out of it. I knew I needed help from something outside of me. Somebody that had already realized their Christ mind. It is amazing that in the moment that I am ready the answer is there for me as well. It showed up for me in the form of the Course in Miracles, answering my call for help, from outside this little box of space and time. I realized how much I had limited myself through the believes I held about myself. Everything that I believed about myself was a limit on the Son of God that I truly am. Now, when I step back and let him lead the way, I am certain that whatever occurs is for the best of everyone and everything. I know that I am not trapped through this body, I know that I can travel out into this universe, that has been waiting for me all along, whenever I want to. The decision and willingness is mine, the rest is God´s in which my complete trust lies.

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